It all started when I was 8. I got my first womanly visit and as much as I dint want it I got it. The problem was, being I was only 8 my body couldn't cope with the change. So this is why I am unable to have children. A horrible loss as anyone who knows me knows I love children. I used to be real sour about it. In high school I bled so bad I had no choice but to drop out. They wouldn't allow me to be home schooled. They said I had to deal with it. The problem was I bled 30 days out of a month, had a day off or two and right back at it again. They put me on birth control to stop it and instead of a month I bled 2 weeks. I went on like this until I was able to say I wasn't doing it anymore. I dropped out and started working. Finally I was bored and now that I'm older I haven't bled as horribly as before. So I thought I would surprise my mom. I went and took the first test and passed. So I knew I was going back. They wouldn't let me get my diploma because I had missed a lot of school. So I had to settle with a GED. I dint like the idea but they assured me it is as good as a diploma. So I went back in Sept of 06 and I finished so fast they wouldn't let me out. I had to wait till count day. So the day after count day I took my final test and I was done. I had to wait till jun of 07 to graduate. I got it and was happy with my achievement. As soon as I can I plan on going to chic university. My mom was happy for me finally, I did something to please her and not be disappointed in doing so.
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I am very proud of you for getting your GED. It is really sad that you are unable to have kids, but there are lots of kids out there that need moms and maybe someday you can be a foster mother. I know you would be so great at it. You have a very nurturing personality.
That comes with lots of close heart attacks. LOL every time I turn around and kenzie almost falls I swear my heart falls out unto the floor.
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