Thursday, August 23, 2007

Life


Well I don't know what is going on with this crazy life, everybody is being cruel to one another. Some people are innocent why many are guilty of this hatefulness. I am a Christian though I do not attend church regularly I still have my beliefs. I try to do my best as I know I know I am a very bad sinner. I am trying to find a church close to me. The ones I have found are pathetic. Nothing Christian about them.
Many days I get sick to my stomach to see some of the children who have been injured or died because their parents don't give a damn. I know time from time something might happen, for example a baby might fall or get scraped up. No body is super mom that I know of, but I do think when you have no idea where your child is and they are seriously hurt that is horrible. I wish God would give me all the children that are unwanted. I wish I could afford to buy a huge school, Then instead of classes I would have a huge orphanage, filled with love and understanding. I would have so many kids I would never be able to leave them for I would fall in love with each and every one of them. Children are one of my passions, So why the world disregards them so I don't know. In my perfect world no child would go unloved and even the older children without family's would be welcome.
I know I am a dreamer but I refuse to give up hope. I plan on adopting as soon as I get situated with all my current dreams. Only God knows how long that will be.

2 comments:

Faith said...

You would be so great at something like that. Maybe someday you CAN do something like that.

Heidi said...

Trust me I wait and wait for the day that the Lord gives me a push in the right way. It is something I have always wanted. Originally my dream was to be a teacher. However that would be another 6 years of school and I just cant afford it. So I decided to go with hair.