Tuesday, August 28, 2007

My Day At The Tigers Game




We got our tickets at the last minute. Me my mom my uncle pat and his wife Cindy all went. Oh and my brother Alex. We all went down there in my uncles car. First we had to go buy aunt cindy a hat. We all had our Detroit tigers hat, she was the only one that didn't have one. So uncle pat bought her one. Then we realized we dint have the tickets. So good thing for us we were 2 minutes from the house. We came back and got them and we were off. We stopped in Ionia to have chinese food for lunch. Anyone that knows mom knows she hates chinese. So we had to listen to her bickering. Uncle pat even started being a cracker. I thought it was fine. The place was run down but the food was ok. So we started again for Detroit. When we arrived I was still amazed, even though it wasn't my first time I just couldn't help but standing in amazement. Me mom and alex have been before, but uncle pat and cindy had not been before. So we took them around to show them things.
I was a little worried to begin with because I knew we were playing the yankees. (losers) I dislike them very much. My fear was soon noted as ease. We won that game 16-0. They got three little hits that dint amount to anything. 16-0 is bad but but against the yankees that is un heard of. It's just Awesome. So we came back and slept like babies knowing we just whooped their butts.
I know I was excited before the game began. I walked to the entrance to find they were giving away chef hats. (Awesome) Then as I was walking to go see the tigers batting practice I found a ball, that had been carried into the stands by one of the tigers. I was so excited to see some of them off the recovery list I wasn't paying attention and I a ball was coming right at my face. I heard someone yell and I look up as Zumaya quick throws his glove up and save me. I was probably a foot away from being killed or atleast in the hospital for a while. So thank you Zumaya and thank you lord for taking care of me always.
Mom was a blast. She seen Granderson and asked him for a ball. He threw her one. She thanked him and he pointed to her, as if to say your welcome. She loved it. One of our favorite people took the time to make a little old woman happy. For that memory she has nothing will compare. Until next time that is.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Heidi (me)



I am 22 yrs old and I have short black hair. I just chopped it all off. I have some kind of skin irritation on the back of my neck. When my hair is wet it rubs the skin right off. So I decided to chop it off and since I have not had nearly as much trouble as I did before. I have dark eyes. I am a big girl. I dint used to be but after awhile I guess I just dint care. I have been working on it though. It is just hard because for the little I lose I get some back and more. Lately I have been doing fine, I gave up my pop (whaaaaa) and am drinking water, plus I have been working out on my glider. I have big feet, i wear a 10 or 11. I bite my nails which is a dirty habit that I cant break. I dont smoke, I might drink on a special event or something. I love the Detroit Tigers, In soccer I love Brazil. I used to love the chicago bulls but after they lost jordan and all my other guys I gave up basketball. I have always been a tom boy. Never big on dresses. I wear make up once in awhile only cause I dont want people to think I am a complete dude. (lol)
Mostly I am Fun and loveable.

Life


Well I don't know what is going on with this crazy life, everybody is being cruel to one another. Some people are innocent why many are guilty of this hatefulness. I am a Christian though I do not attend church regularly I still have my beliefs. I try to do my best as I know I know I am a very bad sinner. I am trying to find a church close to me. The ones I have found are pathetic. Nothing Christian about them.
Many days I get sick to my stomach to see some of the children who have been injured or died because their parents don't give a damn. I know time from time something might happen, for example a baby might fall or get scraped up. No body is super mom that I know of, but I do think when you have no idea where your child is and they are seriously hurt that is horrible. I wish God would give me all the children that are unwanted. I wish I could afford to buy a huge school, Then instead of classes I would have a huge orphanage, filled with love and understanding. I would have so many kids I would never be able to leave them for I would fall in love with each and every one of them. Children are one of my passions, So why the world disregards them so I don't know. In my perfect world no child would go unloved and even the older children without family's would be welcome.
I know I am a dreamer but I refuse to give up hope. I plan on adopting as soon as I get situated with all my current dreams. Only God knows how long that will be.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Kenzie






Well I suppose I should start with her growing up. She has almost all her teeth. She will be 8 months old on the 30th. She is taking steps now. She is a chunky baby. But not unhealthy. She loves her daddy. She loves her mommy too but her daddy is number 1. Auntie Heidi is number 2 (I wish).She is getting so naughty. If jen dont give her what she wants she grunts and makes faces. She is precious, Eric bought her a elephant but she just likes eating the trunk. I will keep you posted.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

My Mom



Where do I begin. I was little when my mom and dad split, They both remarried afterwards. My dad married Faith, and my mom married Ray. I never really cared for her husband. I always blame it on one thing or another but honestly I always thought my mom deserved better. She raised all of us by herself. She got child support but really she did it on her own. She never complained about how she was left the hardest part. See lots of people are parents but very few get to say they raised 5 children all by themselves and they turned out fine. We prolly wont be doctors but we will value what were dealt with. She has tried her best and I am PROUD of her. I won't tell her that but she knows it. With everything she had to do for us and still enjoy life like she does I can only thank God she was my mother. She means a lot to me, I just wish I could be a mother and teach my child the same values and morals.

My Husband


This was the first man I ever loved. I was 10 yrs old when I met him. I told my mom then I was gonna marry him someday. At 12 he finally gave me my first kiss. I loved it. I know I was young but unlike most people I don't regret nothing. Eventually we became serious in our relationship. We enjoyed being with each other. We went for walks, we went to the movies almost every weekend.
Eventually mom caught on to it and boy was she angry. She even went as far as telling my dad. She lied to him about a few of the details. Truth be told at that point I was innocent on most of the things she accused me of doing. Dad was pretty angry, I don't know why. That whole ordeal just made it worse. I knew he loved me and I was determined now more than ever we should be together. When I was 15 mom finally gave me the go ahead. At my 16 birthday he had planned to ask me to marry him. He wanted to ask my dad for permission but dad wouldn't even talk to him much less anything else. So as soon as dad left he asked me to marry him. I was so excited. At 17 I was married. I am now Heidi Chacon. After a year of marriage, we finally parted. He wanted to leave michigan and then go to Guatemala. So I decided not to leave my family. We talked a lot until he left for guatemala. Up until he left we remained good friends. I still think of him often. I heard he is a father now. Which is something I could have never givin him. I know he is happy and I know God put him in my life so I would have faith that there are good things in this world you just have to keep a look out. I dont know what lyes ahead for him or I, but I do know that if he or I ever need one another we will both be there.

My Graduation





It all started when I was 8. I got my first womanly visit and as much as I dint want it I got it. The problem was, being I was only 8 my body couldn't cope with the change. So this is why I am unable to have children. A horrible loss as anyone who knows me knows I love children. I used to be real sour about it. In high school I bled so bad I had no choice but to drop out. They wouldn't allow me to be home schooled. They said I had to deal with it. The problem was I bled 30 days out of a month, had a day off or two and right back at it again. They put me on birth control to stop it and instead of a month I bled 2 weeks. I went on like this until I was able to say I wasn't doing it anymore. I dropped out and started working. Finally I was bored and now that I'm older I haven't bled as horribly as before. So I thought I would surprise my mom. I went and took the first test and passed. So I knew I was going back. They wouldn't let me get my diploma because I had missed a lot of school. So I had to settle with a GED. I dint like the idea but they assured me it is as good as a diploma. So I went back in Sept of 06 and I finished so fast they wouldn't let me out. I had to wait till count day. So the day after count day I took my final test and I was done. I had to wait till jun of 07 to graduate. I got it and was happy with my achievement. As soon as I can I plan on going to chic university. My mom was happy for me finally, I did something to please her and not be disappointed in doing so.

My Family







WOW! I have a big family. I have something like 23 aunts and uncles. Almost all of them are on my mom's side. I have 3 sisters, 2 of which are here with me and 1 that died along time ago. Both Sara (15) and Briana (9) are fun loving and pain in the butts. The age tells all. As for Emily she would have been 21 almost 22.
I have 5 brothers, 1 of them I see every once in awhile. The last time I seen him was probably 3 or 4 years ago. He is 18 or 19. Then I have Eric (20) Alex (13) Noah (7) and Zachary (4).
I don't get to see all of my brothers as often as I would like. Both Noah and Zachary are growing up so fast and I am missing so much, but life isn't fair. Someday I think we will get passed this stage.

My niece Mckenzie



Well My first niece was born Nov 30th 2006. She was long awaited. After 30 hours in labor her mother (Jennifer) was told she was gonna have a c- section. So that was a pretty fast procedure. Finally I got to hold my niece. How somebody could give life to something so small and fragile, I don't know.
The very first night home from the hospital I was asked to keep my niece for the night. My brother (Eric) was sick from working outside and (Jen) wanted to be with him. I was excited to be with the baby. Not to long after Mckenzie was born Eric and Jen moved out and got their own place. I try to see her as often as possible. Not sure if it is enough but I'm only the aunt.