Heidi's Madness

So this is my fat butt now I hope to
be able to show you a better picture some day.

So I have alot going on in my life right now. It is so weird how your stuck in your own issues you don't realize the people around you are in similar situations. My heart goes out to you. As for my madness I am pleased to tell you I am trying so hard to lose weight. I started the 17th. I dont have a damn scale so I cant report completely but I am trying hard. I have more than 250 fitness minutes in since the 17th. I found a wonderful program and I am so excited. My girlfriend and I have been walking an dI have been doing tae bo and regular excercise's. I am walking 2 miles three times a week. Anyways I am excited. I still can't manage to eat right. I have went so long eating just dinner that I can't force myself to eat breakfast, lunch, dinner, and snacks in between. Some day. Right now I just dont have the money to but all the stuff I need.

As for my job hunting it is horrible. I can't find anything available. I am turning that depression into my workout. If you know what I mean. It gives me a deeper consentration.

Oh and I went to get some movies the other day and I ran into my dad. It was nice. I havent seen him in so long. We talked for awhile. Even though sara stayed away dad at least got to see her. Hope to hear from everyone nobody ever comments on here anymore. Get with the program it don't take to long. Love ya!!!!!