The ranting continues

I know so many people right now who are suffering and I feel bad for complaining but I figure I might as well add in. I hate men, the one and only man I ever loved and believe was a true gentleman and someone I look up to was Jacob. He made ever other man I know including family look like crap. My dad is an ass, I wish he would grow up already and get over his crap. He swears he has changes since he and my mom split up and now to see him do the same damn thing again. It makes me angry cuz once again the ones who suffer is the children.

My news is I did not get the job at Judes but she really liked me so she is having a friend look at my app. I am going to look at a few other places. I just feel like all my air is being sucked out of me sometimes. I try to hold it all in but I swear one of these days I am going to blow and I can't see that being good for anyone. I have stuck to my water. I am proud of myself. I cant wait to see how well I am doing. Okay I suppose I have wasted enough time but, to everyone besides me with issues right now hang in there I have faith that the Lord is watching and he will not leave us in our time of need.

My Ranting

My self lately!
My baby
She loves pictures and wont stop posing so she goes from to the other to fast. LOL
Kenzie and her monkey face. She trys to copy auntie bb.





Wow I havent done one of these in a long time but maybe this time some one might actually read it. My girls are getting so big. Alyssa still acts like she hates me even though she has gotten closer to me she still likes pretending she dont like me. Kenzie of course loves me to death. Her new kick is finding spiders with me. She is every bit a tom boy as me but yet she loves to dress up with bb. We go on adventures through my back yard finding all the bugs and insects that we can. Eric and I had a fight so I havent been able to see them as much but he will get over it some day.

Carlos and I are really not together but yet we can't seem to stay completly away either. There is alot of drama there but I am trying to go by day by day. Who knows what the future holds.