Less then 2 weeks

Well I have less than two weeks before I start school. I'm still nervous but I have gotten over it for the most part. I am looking forward to it actually. For one it is something to do. I am always stuck in the house, with nothing to do. So this will give me a chance to breath a little bit. As for everything else Jen is getting big. Not quite as big as my cousin Danny though. She is very close to her d-day. Eric is excited. They bought Mckenzie a doll so she can get used to having a baby around. She likes the baby and gives the baby kisses but the second Eric tries to lay the baby by him she goes over kisses the baby and flings it across the room. So she likes the baby but she don't like sharing Dad. So we will see how everything goes. I told my mom maybe this way we will have Kenzie often to allow them a break. LOL

Going crazy

Well I think I'm officially going crazy. I am finally enrolled and am awaiting orientation and I am ready to jump out of my skin. I am so excited. I bought my shoes, now I'm breaking them in. I am getting down to the wire here. Mom is giving me a party for my graduation and going to college all in one. On sept. 29 at 1:00pm. I hate when things are for me. I am not someone who likes being in the spot light. Oh well she feels it is her motherly duty to do it. I would do it for my child just the same. Well I'm glad my day is finally coming. Now I have to start getting my butt to bed and in a rhythm. I have been losing weight but I don't have a scale I need to buy one. I can feel I lost more but I cant see it, and it is driving me nuts not being able to tell. Well thanks for listening be careful you guys don't turn out to be as crazy as I am listening to me. LOL

My Goal(s)

Where do I start? I love to many things. I love cooking but my plates are not professional. I hate recipes, I like doing things my way. I love teaching. I honestly would love to be around little kids. Teaching them what I can. In reality it isn't teaching them that I love, I just love being around children. I at this point in my life am not ready to go to school for such a long period of time. I figure my best option is to go to cosmetology school, why I am there I am going to start going to church. I will see about helping out the nursery's. So then I got 2 of my dreams out of the way. Here at home I got a house full to feed if I get the urge to cook. So that said and done I finally see that Gods plan for me is great. I am gonna be able to do all the things I love and still, be able to say I can look to the future. Eventually when I get settled in and I save enough money I am going to adopt a international child. I might just adopt a whole orphanage. LOL My humor sorry. I have such big plans with my life but I know that with God on my side and My family supporting me anything is possible. So everyone pray for me that I get the chance to live all my dreams and that some day I will have my own children even if they are mine only through Gods will. Thank you.

I'm so excited

Guess what everybody I am starting college on 10/8/07. I went today and got my grants. Everything worked out great. I got more than I thought I would get and I don't have to pay it all back. I have a small portion to pay back six months after I graduate and that is it. I am so excited I just cant wait. I have wanted this for so long and now I finally got my chance. So let me know you saw it and write back to me. Please Please Please. Thank you and Love you all.

School

Wow all the little children are back in school. Yeah! Sorry. I think it is nice they are back to school. Not just for us but this way they get to spend time away with their friends. I have been trying for a week to get back into school. Those goofs are horrible. I have called probably 10 times this week. They are having troubles because they just switched owners. They are suppose to call me back. From what they said the new class start the first week of oct, so I need to get a move on. Well for all the children who went back to school. Nah Nah. For us adults peace. I'm just kidding I know as bad as we all wait for the day they leave and go to school, we can't seem to function without them.

Nothing New

My week was boring. I have lost 7 lbs in the last 3 weeks. I plan on losing lots. I am working out on my glider and I started walking with Sharon. I gave up my pop for the most part. BOO HOO. Carlos went fishing and got poison ivy. He is just as bad as a little kid. He has scratched them so bad they have spread all over. He better not give me that crap. LOL. I am looking for a good church. If anyone knows of one nearby let me know. Sorry I dont have pictures. I still havent gotten a digital yet. Well see ya next time.